last minute concerns

hi everyone on Team Lewis!

we are coming in hot with some prayer requests. :) lewis woke up with a runny nose today, which sent me into a spiral of anxiety. fortunately, lewis can still have surgery with a runny nose, as long as he doesn’t have covid! we are getting a covid test tmrw evening (hopefully we can sneak one in earlier) and hopefully it will be negative & we can have some peace of mind. & we hope it doesn’t develop into something worse.

it’s things like getting a runny nose a week before his brain surgery that send me to the depths of despair (along with his initial diagnosis at 10 months, his arm mishap….). and then luke and i were really not communicating earlier this week, plus some other smaller things with that just made me feel like that things were really not going our way. i was starting to believe that things haven’t gone our way since this journey really got going in the middle of july, and if there is a chance for things to go wrong, they will with us. i didn’t realize i believed that, until i almost said that out loud to our neurosurgeon today.

but then i came here to ask for everyone’s prayers for protection & support, and to update y’all with what’s happened since last time and i realized that there are so many good things that i am not paying enough attention to:

  • surgery got pre-authorized by insurance

  • we were super blessed with housing in a dream location, within walking distance to the hospital & a dream in-person support team

  • great meeting with lewis’ neurosurgeon today whose approach totally aligns with ours, we feel so confident in him & great about our procedure

  • arm is still healing, but looking better

  • our friend taught us how to use infant massage to relax lewis (for in the hospital)

  • we have met with people who experienced god’s healing & have prayed over lewis

  • we are so well supported in every possible way, it’s insane - by the people we are closest to & the people we would least it expect it, we are so thankful

so after looking at that list, i know that “if there’s a chance for things to go wrong, they will” is a lie that i believe. it is an easy lie to fall for & one that takes a lot of effort for me to fight off consistently. so, please pray that luke & i can fight it and hold onto the goodness of god. please pray for more protection over us from any more lies, protection over our health & that we can make it to surgery, through surgery, & out of surgery in good emotional/physical/all-sorts-of health. and prayers that lewis’ runny nose goes away, symptoms don’t get worse or develop, and that he is covid negative! we are so close to surgery, but i am also just one step away from losing my mind about anything going wrong lol. thank you all for praying for us.

in other news, lewis is developing SO quickly & learning so much so fast! on monday he started pulling himself up to stand. & yesterday, he started crawling on his knees & he learned how to sit down from standing. he has also started waving & is really into dancing with his arms. he also loves kissing the bunnies in the book we read every night & today he kissed the bears for the first time. our sweet little boy is learning so quickly. he is going to be 11 months this saturday! i can’t snuggle him enough.

thank you so much for thinking of us & all your prayers! it truly means the world to us. we love you so much!

from our goumi kids photoshoot - we LOVE the goumi team & they love lewis!

from our goumi kids photoshoot - we LOVE the goumi team & they love lewis!